|| surfrider17 aka reen ||

moved

2009-01-20T00:44:00.001+08:00

ive moved to

HERE

all beautiful & precious mixed up

2009-01-15T05:01:00.002+08:00

cat who has been with me for 3 years,

has been sick for few days.

no sleep, no eat, no movement, occasionally drinks.

each time i clean him, i was in tears.

hurts me a lot to see him suffering,

he's precious i guess.

today me = no appetite

but now me = at ease.

cat has been gone for medicine &

pray he'll back healthy.

i wouldnt mind getting few bites & scratches

so long he's back healthy :{

on another note,

today after cleaned whole room

sat down and relax while watching

Andrea Bocelli Live on TV.

awesome !!! with beautiful songs/voice

especially = Elvis's 'Cant Help Falling In Love'

brings back sweet/happy love memories &

smile on my face.

beautiful.

took some time to type this out

because The Beatles songs were playing!

got to stop and listen/watch definitely!

one of my favourite ever <3

what am i doing?

2009-01-12T04:43:00.003+08:00

my cat is sick :(

feel sad seeing him that way.

he couldnt sleep well due to it.

i missed seeing him sleeping so cute like that

V
V
V
V

having dinner with a good friend later.

hope it happens!

we've been asking each other out,

and missed out 2 chances =O

so i hope today happens.

need to get some stuffs too

what shall i eat then? hmmm

half an hour ago,

was asking myself

"what am i doing?"

and then i sternly scolded myself

"WHAT AM I DOING?"

snapped out of it,

and its all alright now.

things like that aint bringing me down,

Can: can you do it?
Eito: Yes we can!
Reen: YES I CAN! :D

Edit: apparently dinner wont happen,

friend's class has been brought forward,

thus lack of time.

Thought of making it up by asking sergeant,

but by time sergeant replied,

Im already sleepy ~

i shall nap!

two drawings

2009-01-11T01:22:00.003+08:00

during the rough times,

i did two drawings.

Time Will Tell

The Third Year

visit deviantart

for clearer view.

it was simply a nice feelings after drawing out

..
.
..

emotions.

nice gestures

2009-01-08T00:15:00.002+08:00

I always do reply to text messages even

its forgotten.

Starting with "Im sorry for the late reply.."

is really nice feeling.

Saying gestures like "thank you" & "im sorry"

is also really nice feeling.

Somehow without realising these gestures

can make people on other side smile and

have a good day.

Had a connection with a friend on this case,

and glad i could point it out

and she could realize it.

The feeling after honest feelings arise,

is really really nice.

I guess we've both turn adults.

Since we both know each other since 13,

i guess nothing can be harp on for long. :)

doing the laundry is really relaxing ~

healthy late lunch, rice for breakfast & meat for dinner !

I ought to sleep early tonight.

Remember to do your stretches and relaxing to have a better sleep :3

Hissatsu Shigotonin

2009-01-05T03:13:00.002+08:00

i do like movies/dramas

set in non-modern era, especially

if its Asians.

after seeing a short clip on youtube,

it got me interested.

not just because of Okura, but the storyline itself.

and today finally TV Asahi shows again

Hissatsu Shigotonin 2007 SP.

and i really liked it!

makes me real eager for the 2009 drama to starts,

and wondering how they're going to do more

assasinations with their weapons.

Genta's weapon is real cool.

its no wonder many are eager after 30 years.

i get really happy when i sat through watching something

that is real worth.

somehow, asleep im suppose to be,

yet,

MurakamiShingo & YokoyamaYu Recommen

is a must to listen before i sleep.

finally the third

2009-01-02T20:01:00.003+08:00

a slightly different entry,

02/01/09 falls today. exactly 3 years isnt it? but it starts way before that. seems like only yesterday i first met you and vividly remember the first of everything. its a little pity it wasnt lasting, but throughout the years it was real happiness and real love. i was glad, really glad. i have never regret grabbing the chance back then.

our friend told me you're doing good and happy now. sincerely, it put a smile on my face. i was somehow relieved and starts crying. not tears of sadness, but a relieve to hear you're happy. because of that, i start drawing again. it gave me the courage to draw my emotions and the end result was satisfying. strange isnt it how one can encourage others without being there? knowing me well, you should have known i believe in "if its for your happiness ..". maybe that explains of why i've always believe in you pursuing the dream.

you're definitely one of the important person i'll remember and care, beside than my family. not as a lover, but someone who just knows you. we both saw each other grew into adults together and just like a family, you want to see them smile. happiness cant be measured by wealth, to me happiness is when deep inside my heart i felt relieve and happy for someone.

thank you for everything so far. and really thank you for the deep thoughts before deciding. though i may not know the reason, knowing just that makes me relieved. somehow, now i probably know why. and you were right. those last words "i know you can do it. i know you can get through this", were really true. you know me very well. thank you for that. everything has been love, honest and sincerity. it was truly happiness.

someday you'll be on your own stage, believe me. just like what ive always told you. i'll always pray for your safety and health.

for a long time, the reason is no longer important. neither do the feelings or the current news. let it stay to that time. and lets walk on our own path for first time. and the book that suppose to be photobook has been turn into "drawing of emotions" book. someday i hope to hang it up like a gallery.

i wanted to visit the river,

but my body wasnt feeling well.

my tummy to be exact,

i spend halfanhour in tears&pain.

but im ok now.

perhaps next year :)

2008 > 2009

2009-01-01T18:56:00.004+08:00

2008 >> 2009

laugh everyday,

smile everyday,

have fun!

31/12/08 morning sky

01/01/09 morning sky

ultimate 2009 resolution:

cooking food from different cultures

+

eating variety of food.

HEAVEN resolution, heh ;]

enjoy newyear with awesome jazzy song by Subaru.

baked salmon taste good!

2008-12-23T23:58:00.001+08:00

one more to add to collection!

ate baked salmon today

and it taste real good ~

wouldnt mind eating it again next time!

merry xmas to those who celebrate it,

and get ready to celebrate a new year.

this morning, i woke up and count the days

exactly 10 days.

somehow there isnt any sadness,

maybe because ive matured and realize

what truly makes me happy :)

p/s: here's link to pics of irna's engagement [click]

can i take it later?

2008-12-18T21:19:00.003+08:00

took my vitamins

but forgot supplements.

gan !!! (>.<)

but i feel sleepy.

can i wake up later and take it?

will i be able to wake up though?

tonights dinner

such a random post.

doramaaaas + kara-OKAY ?

2008-12-18T18:01:00.004+08:00

have to confessed ...

havent sleep a wink at all

!!!

was up watching drama.

finally finished Utahime,

and somehow watch Zettai Kareshi too.

now left Scrap Teacher(just!) & Ryusei no Kizuna

my two elder sisters text me,

a karaoke session together with family?

wondering if i should attend,

the songs sure arent to my liking though.

but i like when my big family gathers,

especially during festive.

all of us have grown up,

isnt easy to gather together.

so people appreciate your family more !

(^^)

early morning + dramas

2008-12-17T09:26:00.005+08:00

had a loooong sleep,

thus early wakeup.

wash dishes & clean kitchen

nice relaxing bath,

cooked breakfast

& doing laundry now.

to continue with my Utahime drama.

Tacchon character is so cute in this drama. (^^)

the ratings for this drama were a lie,

it was really worth & funny to watch!

and in Ryusei No Kizuna

the climax appear. Oh No ~~~

till next episode !

kon gre tu re shon

2008-12-14T20:53:00.001+08:00

today was na engagement.

"congratulations ~" \( ` v `)/

feel happy as a friend,

hope she like the gifts too

my eldest sister = i met here there !

SURPRISED! INDEED!

what a small world ~

had to reject a friend invitation out for dinner,

feeling tired and i need to (z , z)

before i'll (z , z), DINNER first.

tonights dinner is prawn tempura with

RICE.

ahh ~ rice is heaven.

mmmmmmm

Kanjani8 on PLAY

2008-12-13T11:36:00.003+08:00

enjoy Kanjani8 intro-ing each other in

current song = 8'oclock

good song for ALARM !!!

haahaa! XD

Yokoyama Yu - Confusion,

has been on 'PLAY' button also.

*eito really helps me a lot throughout rough times. :)

nostalgic moment

2008-12-12T23:48:00.001+08:00

beside Ryusei no Kizuna,

am watching Saiyuki anime.

after many years ... ahh ~ nostalgic.

remind of schooldays = girlfriends

those 7 girlfriends are dearest whom i treasure

though we hardly met,

even so once/twice a year,

no awkwardness, no shyness.

teasing & saying good things without feeling embarrass

worrying over each other in subtle ways,

thats good.

maybe perhaps in each our eyes,

we're still schoolkids.

a detailed update on life isnt necessary,

each time we went home,

nice texts of "i had fun laughing.

i'll miss you all. thank you" always comes in.

i guess that what makes it all beautiful.

*non related photo but dinner few days ago

Ryusei no Kizuna

2008-12-10T10:57:00.009+08:00

no sleep at all

reason: Ryusei no Kizuna

danger !!!

really cant wait for next episode.

drama on siblings love is really refreshing.

when was last time i watch episodes non stop?

hmmmm....

the kids scene always tears me up

nice drama still.

*uwa, i found those cute faces while surfing. cant resist!

throat sick. AHEM.

2008-12-08T15:39:00.005+08:00

YO!

feels like sore throat is coming.

i hope not.

feeling a bit sick now,

perhaps a nap would be good.

Have a nice day people!

REEN

the awesome meeting of old time

2008-12-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

met up with an old friend.

known her since 7yrs old in school.

time pass so fast.

yet, it doesnt seems awkward.

that really makes me happy.

:)

seems like old times.

i hope our trip to the beach will

HAPPEN!

her parents - been long time too &

thanks for the ride.

in love with my new earrings. <3

pink nails

2008-12-05T20:58:00.007+08:00

yesterday, i painted my nails.

today, bought

mayo
tuna
milk

what a happy moment. :D

Beef + sweetness

2008-12-03T22:36:00.003+08:00

i finally ate some beef today.

happiness ~ *beams*

after that was too much of sweetness !!!

chocolate drink & donuts

but i had a nice day.

and today's company is Sergeant.

:D

Healthy body, Healthy mind

2008-12-01T22:08:00.005+08:00

7am ++ in morning,

enjoying scenery of 7th floor

yesterday enjoying a walk by myself

beautiful coloured papers makes me happy.

art&crafts really CALMS me down.

= Healthy body, Healthy mind

Im a Tough Woman !!!

2008-11-28T23:31:00.001+08:00

Today was "Hello Marketing Department!"

I hopped over to help them over certain stuffs.

Something funny happened - server down

"Let's go home!" ....NOT.

Juggling between Marketing.D and HR.D next week (T_T)

Body is aching a lot.

Went supermarket after work >>>

Clean kitchen + room >>>

Laundry >>>

Cook dinner =

Non-stop straight after open housedoor.

Everyday, It's all for family

I'm a Tough Woman !!!

DIY on one hand

Leftover snakeskin fur :(

Made bag & design for PSP.

I guess remembrance will be always beside me.

aww ouch ~

2008-11-27T01:08:00.004+08:00

Cut on finger :(

But its all well now :)

and i did laundry few days ago.

Have you done yours?

macaroni =O

2008-11-23T23:03:00.001+08:00

Tonight, I cooked macaroni for dinner.

Because of my brother.

Drinking hot tea at same time,

ahhh ~~~ heaven.

Ate another serving for late dinner,

and a bowl of noodles follow soon after.

might be too much BUT

Eating does makes me happy, currently

(^^)\/

Eversince I guess

2008-11-21T21:10:00.004+08:00

I've been cooking and eating eversince

I can handle it alone.

There is so many delicious food I want to eat

Sushi & boiled veggies ~ [*_*]

Recently my body has been acting up

Vein on right hand,

Vein behind right knee (happening now !!!)

and tummy.

Not good isn't it :(

But on other hand when I think of everything

I guess its worth it :)

Bless me ...

doodles! doodles!

2008-11-19T23:55:00.003+08:00

doodles ! doodles !

that is what i do at work when i have few minutes to spare =O

[ frog with glasses !!! ]

Found a nice mirror today!

Planning to get one for my room soon

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMM .............

sandwich burger ~

2008-11-18T23:28:00.005+08:00

YO!

Sergeant is away for holidays.

have fun!

today is kind of 'my pace' day.

seems nice.

Had a sandwich burger for dinner.

:D

I'm reallyyyyyyyyyy sleepy now. Time to sleep

NITE ! (Z_Z)

Have a nice day people!

---/--@

sinful chocolate cake

2008-11-15T17:09:00.002+08:00

had salad for dinner yesterday because i was too full. salad tastes good!

too full because a colleague gave me a slice of sinful chocolate cake.

delicious but im not much chocolatey person. VANILLA is the best!

oh yeah, yesterday company is Miza. thanks !!! <3

we're always talking about the 'gang' and how we misses each other. and looking forward to Na's engagement.

how fast time flies ~

p/s: yesterday was happy day too because i saw Kanjani8 Musekinin Hero single ~

Happy Birthday Naz

2008-11-14T23:48:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to my dearest NAZ.

one of a friend whom i'll take care

be happy ! *_*

dates that have memories

2008-11-13T05:25:00.005+08:00

No other dates holds much memories than these two

28/11/2005

and

02/01/2006

When you really like someone, it's painful.
But when you love someone, it's heart-breaking.
If it's not painful and heart-breaking,
That's not love.

No matter what nothing has changed inside.

I will always pray for your happiness like I've always do

throughout the years.

pretty top

2008-11-11T22:11:00.005+08:00

Few days ago I was looking through my closet

and found a top that I totally forgot about it.

I have only worn it twice, I think ???

The last time I wore this is for someone special.

Really pretty polka dots & black laces.

And its one of my favourite.

temporary wallet?

2008-11-10T22:47:00.005+08:00

Recently my red wallet is becoming bad.

The skin is peeling off and its looking worn out.

Probably because its a birthday present 2 years ago.

Its like a sign for me to change.

Luckily I have an extra wallet to use for temporary.

From red to simple black leather.

And this water taste really good!

GLOWS

2008-11-09T06:56:00.003+08:00

2 days ago I found something hidden in a box.

I thought after a year it wouldnt light up, but I was wrong!

Afterwards, I felt kind of regret ........ T_T

It's going to be 7am soon, time to sleep but before that I'll watch Kanjani8 latest apperance on ShinDomotoKyoudai on my psp.

Weekend! This is how I spend it ... lazily.

updates

2008-11-07T10:59:00.005+08:00

i changed my old Livejournal to a new account!

http://captain_reen.livejournal.com

Do feel free to add for those who have an account over there too!

current song Oh!Enka! - Kanjani8

my stomach went 'gurusgurus !!!'

2008-11-07T10:56:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I couldnt sleep well because I was soooo hungry. My stomach were going 'gurusgurus !!!'. I only managed to fall asleep at 6am.

Bad bad bad ...................

And I woke up at 7.15am because my stomach were going 'gurusgurus !!!' again (T_T)

WHY?

Because yesterday I only ate instant noodles at 6pm and 1am. Is that bad?

I ate some cereal already though now. Wait, another reason of why I couldnt get to sleep yesterday is because I drank coffee.

Been drinking too much coffee lately.

Bad bad bad ....................